Former IRGC Brigadier General of Khamenei Lineage Reveals Jesus Appeared to Him in Iran
Jesus came into my barrack in Tehran and told me in clear terms that I should leave Iran and carry his cross immediately.
That was me in a special Christian conference after I secured the release of over 20 Christians from the grasp of Hezbollah in Lebanon in March 2021.
I was a brigadier general in the Islamic Revolutionary Guard Corps. For most of my career, people knew me as Hassan Tafreshi Khamenei.
But I was not born with that last name. I added it in 1989 when my distant cousin Ali Khamenei became supreme leader of Iran.
I added it because I knew what that name could do. I knew the doors it would open.

I knew the power it would give me. And I was right. That name took me from being an ordinary IRGC officer to becoming a general with access to the highest levels of power in the Islamic Republic.
It gave me privilege and protection and respect, but it could not save me from the emptiness that was killing me from the inside.
Then Jesus appeared to me and gave me an order I could not refuse. Leave everything.
Go to Lebanon. Save my people. That was 3 years ago. I am recording this testimony now from a small apartment in Beirut.
I’m 62 years old. For the first time in my life, I am about to tell you a story that could cost me everything I have left.
And I’m going to start by telling you the truth about who I really am.
My birth name was Hassan Tafreshi. I was born in the spring of 1963 in Tehran.
My father was a mid-level government official named Ahmad Tafreshi. He worked in the Ministry of Interior.
My mother Zahra came from a religious family in Qom. We were not wealthy, but we were connected.
Our family descended from Fakhr-al-Din Tafreshi, which placed us within the Sadati Husseini. These are the descendants of Hussein ibn Ali.
In Shia Islam, this lineage meant something. It meant you came from holy blood. It meant you had a connection to to the family of the Prophet Muhammad.
My father was proud of this heritage. He chose the surname Tafreshi to honor our ancestor, but the truth is that before 1979, this lineage did not give you much in practical terms.
It gave you respect in religious circles. It meant people called you Sayyid as a title.
But it did not open doors or put money in your pocket. That all changed after the Islamic Revolution in 1979.
Suddenly being Sadati Husseini meant everything. The new government was built on Shia Islam. The clerics were in charge.
And if you could prove your lineage back to the family of the Prophet, you had instant credibility and access.
My distant cousin Ali was born Ali Husseini in 1939 in Mashhad. That his father also came from our shared lineage through the grandfather Hussein that we both descended from.
Ali chose to use the name Khamenei later in life. It referred to his birthplace Khamenei.
When he rose to power first as president in in 1981 and then as supreme leader in 1989, that name became the most powerful surname in in Iran.
Everyone knew Khamenei. Everyone feared Khamenei. Everyone wanted to be connected to Khamenei. I saw the opportunity immediately.
That’s in 1989, I was 26 years old. I had joined the IRGC in 1982 during the Iran-Iraq War.
I had been fighting and working my way up through the ranks for 7 years.
I was a captain at that point, competent but not exceptional. I was one of thousands of officers doing the same work, but I had an advantage that most of them did not have.
I shared blood with the new supreme leader. We were distant cousins through our grandfather Hussein and our connection to Fakhr-al-Din Tafreshi.
The relationship was not close. We had met only a handful of times at extended family gatherings, but the blood connection was real.
And I decided to use it. I went to the records office and officially added Khamenei as my third name.
Hassan Tafreshi became Hassan Tafreshi Khamenei. It was legal. It was accurate. We were related.
I had every right to carry that name. But I will be honest with you.
I did not do it out of family pride. I did not do it to honor our shared ancestor.
I did it because I knew what that name would do for my career. And I was absolutely right.
The change was immediate. Suddenly when I introduced myself as Hassan Tafreshi Khamenei, people’s attitudes shifted.
Suddenly doors that had been closed started opening. Suddenly commanders who had never noticed me before were taking my calls.
Suddenly I was being invited to meetings I would never have attended as a Hassan Tafreshi.
The Khamenei name was magic. It was power. It was a key that unlocked every level of the system and I used it shamelessly.
I’m not proud of this now. But I am telling you the truth because you need to understand who I was.
I was an opportunist. I was ambitious. I was willing to exploit a family connection I barely had for personal gain and it worked.
I rose through the ranks faster than my peers. Not because I was smarter or braver, but because I had the name.
By my 30s, I was a major. By my 40s, I was a colonel. People assumed I had direct access to the supreme leader.
They assumed I was part of his inner circle. The truth was I barely knew him.
Never We spoke maybe 10 times in my entire life. Brief conversations at family events.
Polite exchanges, nothing substantial. But I never corrected people when they assumed otherwise. I let them think what they wanted to think.
I let them believe I had influence I did not actually have. And that perception became its own kind of power.
Commanders wanted to stay on my good side. Officials wanted to build relationships with me.
They all thought that offending me meant to offending the supreme leader himself. It was all a game.
A performance. And I played it perfectly. I told myself I was being smart. I told myself I was using the tools available to me.
I told myself everyone else would do the same thing if they had the chance.
And maybe that was true. But it did not change the fact that I had built my entire career on a name I chose to take rather than the name I earned.
Deep down I knew this. And deep down it made the emptiness worse. Because the higher I climbed, the more hollow it all felt.
The more rank I gained, the less it meant. I was living a lie. I was pretending to be someone I was not.
And the worst part was that I was good at it. I convinced everyone else.
But I could not convince myself. I would lie awake at night in my large house in northern Tehran and wonder who I really was without the uniform and the name.
If I stripped away Hassan Tafreshi Khamenei, what was left? Just Hassan Tafreshi. A man who would have probably stayed a mid-level officer his entire career.
A man who would have retired with a small pension and been forgotten. A man who was nothing special.
That realization ate at me. I had spent decades building an identity based on a name I did not even have the right to carry in the way people thought I did.
I was a fraud and somewhere deep inside where I did not let anyone see, I hated myself for it.
But I did not know how to stop. I was trapped in the persona I had created and I kept climbing higher hoping that maybe the next promotion or the next assignment would finally fill the void.
It never did. By the time I reached 60, I had everything I thought I wanted.
I was brigadier general Hassan Tafreshi Khamenei. I had power and privilege and respect. I had spent 40 years in the IRGC.
I had served the Islamic Republic with distinction. I had done everything a loyal soldier was supposed to do.
But I felt nothing. The prayers felt empty. The religion felt dead. The God I claimed to serve felt absent.
I was going through the motions of a life that looked successful from the outside, but was rotting from the inside.
I had built my career on a name I chose for selfish reasons. I had climbed to the top by exploiting a family connection I barely had.
And now, standing at the summit, I realized it had all been for nothing. I was empty, hollow, lost, and I had no idea that the God I had been ignoring my entire life was about to step into my bedroom and destroy everything I had built so he could rebuild it the right way.
I had no idea that Jesus was coming for me, and he was about to walk into my bedroom and give me an order that would cost me everything and give me everything at the same time.
The years I spent climbing the ranks of the IRGC were the best years of my life.
Or at least that is what I told myself. I was good at what I did.
I was loyal to the revolution. I was committed to protecting the Islamic Republic from its enemies, both foreign and domestic.
I did not question my orders. I did not hesitate when difficult decisions needed to be made.
I was a soldier, a commander, a man who understood that power required sacrifice and that Iran’s survival depended on men like me being willing to do what others could not.
I wore my uniform with pride. I saluted the flag without doubt. I served the supreme leader without reservation.
And I believed with every fiber of my being that I was on the right side of history.
That God was pleased with my service. That the IRGC was the shield protecting Iran from the corrupting influence of the West and from internal traitors who wanted to destroy everything we had built since 1979.
By 2019, I had been promoted to Brigadier General. It was the culmination of nearly 40 years of service.
I was assigned to foreign operations, which meant coordinating with our allies in the region.
This was prestigious work, important work. I traveled to Lebanon and Syria regularly. I met with commanders from Hezbollah and other groups who shared our vision of resistance against Israel and America.
I helped arrange training programs and weapons transfers. I built relationships with men who were fighting the same enemies we were fighting.
Uh one of those men was Khalil Mansour. He was a senior Hezbollah commander based in southern Lebanon.
We worked together on multiple operations over several years. We planned missions together. We sat in the same rooms discussing strategy and tactics.
[clears throat] We were not friends, exactly, but we had mutual respect. He knew I came from the Khamenei family.
He knew I had influence, and I knew he was a capable fighter who would die for his cause.
We understood each other. We spoke the same language. We served the same God, or at least I thought we did.
I had no idea then that years later this connection would be used by God in a way I could never have imagined.
All I knew at the time was that my career was successful, my reputation was solid, and I was exactly where I wanted to be.
The privileges that came with my rank were significant. I had access to things ordinary Iranians could never dream of.
I lived in a large house in northern Iran with high walls and armed guards.
I had drivers and servants. I could travel freely without the restrictions that applied to everyone else.
When I walked through airport security, no one stopped me. When I needed documents processed, they appeared within hours.
The Khamenei name, combined with my position as Brigadier General, made me essentially untouchable. I could do what I wanted, go where I wanted, say what I wanted, and no one questioned me.
This was power, real power, and I enjoyed it. I had earned it through decades of loyal service.
I had sacrificed my youth fighting in the Iran-Iraq War. I had spent years working my way up through a system that rewarded dedication and punished weakness.
I deserved everything I had. Or at least that is what I told myself when I lay awake at night in my empty house, wondering why none of it felt like enough.
Part of my responsibilities involved dealing with security threats to the Islamic Republic. This included monitoring and suppressing opposition groups.
Christians were among those groups, especially Iranian Muslims who converted to Christianity. These people were traitors in my eyes.
They had abandoned Islam. They had betrayed their families and their country. They deserved whatever punishment they received.
I sat through intelligence briefings where we discussed the growing problem of conversions. Iranians were leaving Islam and following Jesus.
They were meeting in secret house churches. They were reading Bibles. They were spreading their poison to others.
The regime was cracking down hard. We arrested them. We interrogated them. We threw them in Evin prison.
We charged them with apostasy and acting against national security. Some of them were executed, and I felt nothing.
No sympathy, no compassion, no doubt. They had made their choice. They chose to betray Islam.
They chose to follow a foreign religion that weakened Iran and served Western interests. As far as I was concerned, they got what they deserved.
I actually felt contempt for them. How wicked did you have to be to abandon the faith of your fathers?
How foolish did you have to be to throw away your life for a dead man on a cross?
Christians disgusted me. They were sheep, weak and pathetic, following a God who preached love your enemies and turn the other cheek.
That kind of thinking had no place in the real world. In the real world, you destroyed your enemies before they destroyed you.
You took power and you held it. You did not forgive. You dominated. That was the way of Islam.
That was the way of the IRGC. That was the way I had lived my entire adult life.
I prayed five times a day. I fasted during Ramadan. I went to Friday prayers at the mosque.
I did everything a good Muslim was supposed to do. But if I am being honest, my faith was mechanical.
It was ritual. It was duty. I prayed because it was expected. I fasted because everyone was watching.
I went to the mosque because my position required it. But I did not feel close to God.
I did not feel his presence when I bowed toward Mecca. I did not feel peace when I recited the Quran.
There was an emptiness inside me that had been there for as long as I could remember.
But I did not think about it too much. I assumed everyone felt the same way.
I assumed faith was supposed to be about obedience, not feeling. I assumed God was distant and cold, and that the best you could hope for was to follow the rules, and maybe on Judgment Day the scale would tip in your favor.
It never occurred to me to ask for more. It never occurred to me that there might be a different kind of God, a God who actually cared about what was happening inside my chest.
I was content with my empty rituals, content with my power and privilege, content with my comfortable life built on a name I did not earn, and a system I never questioned.
Looking back now, I can see that I was exactly where Satan wanted me. I was religious but dead inside.
I was powerful but spiritually bankrupt. I had everything the world could offer and nothing that actually mattered.
I was a whitewashed tomb, clean and respectable on the outside, full of death on the inside.
But I did not know it then. I thought I was doing fine. I thought I was successful.
I thought I was blessed by God. I had no idea that I was about to have an encounter that would shatter every assumption I had ever made about God and faith and truth.
I had no idea that the Jesus I despised was about to walk into my bedroom and speak my name.
I had no idea that my entire world was about to be turned upside down.
And I had no idea that the emptiness I had learned to ignore was about to be filled with something so powerful and so real that I would gladly give up everything I had spent 60 years building just to keep it.
But that night was coming, and nothing would ever be the same again. It happened on a Thursday night in March 2021.
I remember the date exactly because it was the night my entire world collapsed and rebuilt itself in the span of a few hours.
I had returned to Tehran from a trip to Syria two days earlier. I was tired.
The work had been long and the stressful. Meetings with commanders, reviewing security arrangements, planning future operations.
The kind of work that drained you even when you were used to it. I came home that night around 10:00 in the evening.
I ate a simple dinner alone. I watched the news for a while. Then I went upstairs to my bedroom.
I performed my final prayers of the day facing Mecca. I went through the motions like I always did.
Bowing and reciting the verses I had memorized decades ago. I felt nothing as usual.
When I finished, I changed into my sleeping clothes and got into bed. I turned off the light.
I lay there in the darkness staring at the ceiling, and I felt the familiar emptiness pressing down on my chest.
I tried to ignore it like I always did. I closed my eyes, I waited for sleep to come, but it did not come.
Instead, something else came. I do not know what time it was when I felt the change in the room.
I had not fallen asleep yet. I was lying there with my eyes closed trying to quiet my mind.
And then suddenly the air felt different, heavier, charged, like the atmosphere before a thunderstorm.
I opened my eyes and sat up in bed. The room was dark, but not completely dark.
There was a faint glow coming from somewhere I could not identify. At first, I thought maybe I had left a light on somewhere, but the glow was getting brighter.
It was coming from the corner of my bedroom near the window. A soft white light that seemed to pulse and grow.
My heart started racing. I reached for the lamp on my bedside table, but my hand froze.
I could not move. Not because I was paralyzed, but because something inside me said, “Do not move.
Just watch. Just wait.” So, I sat there in my bed watching the light grow brighter and brighter until it filled the entire corner of the room.
And then I saw him. A figure standing in the light. A man dressed in white robes that seemed to glow from within.
His face was shining so bright, I could not look directly at it, but I could see enough.
Enough to know that this was not a dream. This was not my imagination. This was real.
Someone was standing in my bedroom. Someone who had not come through the door. I should have been terrified.
I should have shouted for my guards. I should have grabbed the pistol I kept in my drawer, but I did not do any of those things.
I just sat there frozen staring at this figure. And then he spoke. His voice was not loud, but it filled the entire room.
It filled my entire being. He spoke in Farsi. Perfect Farsi. He said, “Hassan.” Just my name.
But the way he said it was unlike anything I had ever heard. It was not harsh or demanding like the voices of my commanders.
It was not cold or distant like the voice of the imams at the mosque.
It was warm. It was tender. It was like he had known me my entire life.
Like he cared about me in a way no one ever had. I tried to speak, but no words came out.
My throat was tight. My mouth was dry. I just stared at him, and then he spoke again.
He said, “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me.”
I knew immediately who he was. Those words were from the Christian book, the Bible, the Injil.
I had heard them before in intelligence briefings when we discussed Christian propaganda. But hearing them now in my bedroom spoken by this figure of light, everything was different.
I knew who was standing in front of me. This was Isa. This was Jesus.
The one Christians worshipped. The one I had despised my entire life. I wanted to reject it.
I wanted to tell him to leave. I wanted to reach for my Quran and rebuke him in the name of Allah, but I could not because the presence radiating from him was too powerful.
Too overwhelming. Too real. I had prayed to Allah five times a day for 60 years and never once felt anything like this.
I had gone to mosques and listened to sermons and recited prayers and never once experienced the kind of presence that was filling my room right now.
This was not ritual. This was not religion. This was something alive. Something that saw me.
Something that knew me. I fell out of my bed onto my knees on the floor.
Not because anyone told me to, but because I could not stay sitting. The holiness in that room was too much.
I pressed my forehead to the ground. And I started to shake. I was terrified.
But not the kind of terror that makes you want to run. The kind of terror that comes when you realize you have been wrong about everything.
When you realize you have spent your entire life worshipping the wrong God. When you realize that the truth you rejected is standing right in front of you and you have no excuse left.
Jesus spoke again. But he said, “Hassan, you have served the wrong master your whole life.
You have worn the uniform of men who call themselves servants of God, but who serve only themselves.
You have participated in evil while calling it righteousness. You have oppressed my people while thinking you were protecting your faith.
But I did not come to condemn you. I came to call you out. I came to set you free.
I came to give you what you have been searching for even though you did not know you were searching.”
Every word he spoke felt like a sword cutting through me, but not to kill.
To heal. To remove the lies I had believed. To strip away the false identity I had built.
I stayed on the floor unable to move, unable to speak. And then he said something that changed everything.
He said, “I am sending you to Lebanon. You will leave Iran. You will leave your position.
You will leave everything behind. And you will go to Lebanon. I will show you what to do when you arrive.
Trust me and obey.” I finally found my voice. I said, “Why Lebanon? What do you want me to do there?”
But even as I asked, I knew the answer did not matter. I knew I was going to obey.
Because something inside me had already surrendered. Something inside me had already broken. Jesus stepped closer.
I still could not look at his face because of the light, but I felt him near me.
He said, “You will understand when the time comes. I am sending you there to save my people.
The connections you have made. The people you know. The position you hold. I will use all of it for my purposes.
Nothing is wasted, Hassan. Even the years you spent serving darkness, I will redeem. But you must leave.
You must obey. And you must trust me.” Then he showed me something. A vision within the vision.
I saw the Christians. Their hands were bound. They were in a dark room. I could hear them praying.
I could hear them crying. And then I saw a face I recognized. Khalil Mansour.
My contact in Hezbollah. He was standing over these Christians. And I knew somehow I knew that this was what Jesus was sending me to Lebanon for.
To save these people. To use my connection with Khalil to set them free. But I did not understand how or when or why.
I just saw the image and then it faded. And I was back in my bedroom on my knees on the floor with Jesus standing over me.
He placed his hand on my head. I felt warmth flood through my entire body.
I felt the emptiness that had lived inside me for 60 years suddenly start to drain away.
It was being replaced by something else. Uh something I had no name for. Peace, joy, love.
All of it at once. I started to cry. Not quiet tears, but deep sobs that shook my whole body.
I cried for all the wasted years. I cried for all the people I had hurt.
I cried for the emptiness I had carried. And I cried because for the first time in my life I felt seen.
I felt known. I felt loved. Not because of my name. Not because of my rank.
Not because of anything I had done, but simply because I existed. Simply because Jesus wanted me.
He said one more thing before the vision ended. He said, “I love you, Hassan.
I died for you. I rose for you. And now I’m calling you to follow me.
Leave everything behind. Come to me. And I will give you rest.” The light began to fade.
The presence began to withdraw. I looked up and the corner of my room was empty again.
Dark again. Normal again. But I was not normal. I would never be normal again.
I sat on the floor of my bedroom as the sun started to rise over Tehran.
And I knew my life as Hassan Kamenei, Brigadier General of the IRGC was over.
Jesus had called me and I was going to obey. The morning after Jesus appeared to me, I woke up on the floor of my bedroom.
My body was stiff from lying on the hard surface. My face was swollen from crying.
For a moment, I thought maybe it had all been a dream. Maybe I had fallen asleep and my tired mind had created the whole thing.
But then, I felt it. The peace, the fullness, the presence that was still there inside my chest.
It was real. All of it was real. Jesus had come to me. He had spoken to me.
He had called me to leave everything and go to Lebanon. And I knew without any doubt that I was going to obey.
I stood up slowly. My knees ached. I walked to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror.
I looked the same on the outside. Same face, same body. Same gray hair. But inside, everything was different.
I was not the same man who had gone to bed the night before. That man was dead.
Something new had been born in his place. I did not understand it all yet.
I did not know what to call myself. But I knew I belonged to Jesus now.
And that changed everything. I spent the next few days in a fog. I went through the motions of my regular life, but my mind was somewhere else.
I attended meetings at IRGC headquarters. I reviewed reports. I gave orders. But none of it felt real anymore.
It all felt like a performance. Like I was playing a role in someone else’s story.
The uniform I had worn with pride for 40 years suddenly felt like a costume.
The rank that had defined me suddenly felt meaningless. The power I had enjoyed suddenly felt like chains.
I looked at my colleagues and saw them differently. I saw the emptiness in their eyes.
The same emptiness that had been in my eyes for 60 years. They were going through the motions just like I had been.
Serving a system that gave them everything except what they actually needed. And I wanted to tell them.
I wanted to grab them by the shoulders and shake them and say, “Wake up.
You are serving the wrong master.” But I could not. Not yet. I had to be careful.
I had to plan. I had to figure out how to leave without raising too much suspicion.
I started making arrangements quietly. I told my assistant I needed to travel to Lebanon for consultations with our Hezbollah contacts.
This was not unusual. I had made similar trips many times before. No one questioned it.
I booked a flight. I arranged meetings with people I knew in Beirut. I created a cover story that would hold up under scrutiny.
On the surface, everything looked normal. Just another work trip. But I knew the truth.
I was not coming back. This was not a trip. This was an escape. I sold a few items quietly.
Things that would not be missed right away. I converted the money to US dollars through black market contacts.
I picked a small bag with only the essentials. A change of clothes. Some personal documents.
And the most important thing. A small New Testament in Farsi that I had obtained through an underground contact.
I had started reading it in secret every night after the vision. The words jumped off the page.
They were alive. They spoke directly to my heart. This was not like reading the Quran.
This was different. This felt like God actually talking to me. The hardest part was knowing what I was leaving behind.
I had no wife. I had never married. My career had been my life. But I had family.
Siblings. Nieces and nephews. Cousins. Including my distant connection to the supreme leader himself. When I disappeared, they would all suffer.
The Khamenei name that had opened doors for me my whole life would become a curse for them.
They would be questioned, investigated, suspected of helping me or knowing my plans. Some of them might lose their positions.
Some might be arrested. The thought made me sick. But I remembered what Jesus had said in the Bible.
“Anyone who loves father or mother more than me is not worthy of me.” I had to choose and I chose Jesus.
I wrote a letter and left it in my desk drawer. I did not explain everything.
I just said I needed to leave for personal reasons. I said not to look for me.
I said I was sorry for the shame I was bringing on the family. It was not much.
But it was all I could give them. On a Tuesday morning in April 2021, I put on my IRGC uniform for the last time.
I looked at myself in the mirror. The stars on my shoulders, the medals on my chest, the insignia that marked me as Brigadier General.
I thought about all the years I had spent earning those decorations, all the missions, all the sacrifices, all the compromises.
And I felt nothing. No pride, no regret, just peace. I took off the uniform and put on civilian clothes.
Simple pants and a shirt. I packed the uniform in my bag. I would need it to get through the airport without questions.
But once I landed in Beirut, I would never wear it again. I walked out of my house for the last time.
My guards nodded at me as I got into the car. They had no idea they would never see me again.
The driver took me to Imam Khomeini International Airport. I checked in for my flight using my military credentials.
No one searched my bags. No one asked questions. The Khamenei name and my rank opened every door just like always.
But this time, I was using that privilege to escape the very system that had given it to me.
I boarded the plane and found my seat by the window. As we took off, I looked down at Tehran as disappearing below me.
The city where I was born. The city where I had built my career. The city where Jesus had found me.
I watched it grow smaller and smaller until it was just a sprawl of buildings and then nothing.
And I felt a weight lift off my shoulders. I was leaving behind everything I had known for 60 years.
My home, my position, my identity, my security. All of it gone. But I was not afraid.
Because I knew I was not alone. Jesus had called me. He had promised to be with me.
He had told me to trust him. And I was choosing to believe that the God who had appeared in my bedroom in a blaze of light was powerful enough to handle whatever came next.
The flight to Beirut took about 2 hours. I spent most of it praying. Not the ritual prayers I had prayed my whole life, but real prayers.
Honest prayers. Talking to Jesus like he was sitting in the seat next to me.
Asking him to guide me. To show me what to do. To help me understand what he meant when he said, “Do my work.”
When we landed at Beirut Airport, I felt a strange mixture of relief and it out of Iran.
Fear because I had no idea what happened next. I went through customs using my Iranian diplomatic passport.
The Lebanese officials stamped it without questions. I walked out into the arrival hall and stood there for a moment looking around.
I had been to Beirut many times before. But this time was different. This time, I was not here as an IRGC General on official business.
I was here as a follower of Jesus with no plan and no protection. I took a taxi to a small hotel in in a Christian neighborhood in East Beirut.
I checked in using cash. I went up to my room and sat on the bed.
I pulled out the New Testament and opened it. And I prayed. I said, “Jesus, I am here.
I obeyed. I left everything. Now show me what you want me to do.” I did not hear an audible voice.
But I felt a strong impression in my spirit. “Wait. Rest. I will show you soon.”
So I waited. I spent the next few days in that hotel room reading the Bible and praying and trying to understand what had happened to me.
I did not contact any of my old IRGC colleagues. I did not reach out to Hezbollah contacts.
I just waited. And on the fourth day, everything changed. I received a message that would reveal exactly why Jesus had sent me to Lebanon.
On my fourth day in Beirut, I left the hotel for the first time. I needed fresh air.
I needed to walk and think and pray. I wandered through the streets of East Beirut trying to process everything that had happened.
I had thrown away my entire life. I had abandoned my career. I had disgraced my family name.
And for what? A vision? A command from someone I had despised my entire life?
But even as these thoughts came, I felt the peace inside me. The presence that had filled the emptiness.
I knew I had made the right choice. I just did not know what came next.
I stopped at a small cafe and ordered coffee. I sat at a table outside watching people walk by.
Lebanese, Palestinians, Syrians, all of them going about their normal lives. None of them knowing that a former Iranian general was sitting among them.
None of them knowing that I was waiting for orders from God. I finished my coffee and started walking back toward the hotel.
That is when my phone rang. It was a number I did not recognize. A Lebanese number.
I almost did not answer. But something made me press the button. I said, “Hello.”
And a voice I did not know began speaking in Arabic. The man on the phone said his name was Father Boutros.
He was a priest at um a church in East Beirut. He said he had received my number from a mutual contact.
Someone who worked with Christian refugees and converts from Muslim backgrounds. He said he heard I might be someone who could help with a very serious situation.
I asked him what situation. My heart was already starting to beat faster. I had a feeling I knew what this was about.
Father Boutros said that 3 days ago a group of five Christians had been kidnapped in the Bekaa Valley.
They were Lebanese believers who had been doing humanitarian work in a refugee camp. A faction of Hezbollah had taken them.
They accused them of being spies and missionaries trying to convert Muslims. They were being held somewhere in the south.
The families had tried everything. They contacted Lebanese authorities. They contacted the church. They begged for help.
But no one could do anything. Hezbollah was too powerful. No one wanted to challenge them.
The families were desperate. They were praying for a miracle. And somehow Father Boutros had heard about me, an Iranian with connections, someone who might be able to help.
I sat down on a bench. My hands were shaking. I asked Father Boutros how he got my number.
He said a Lebanese Christian who worked with Iranian refugees had mentioned me. Someone who knew I had recently arrived from Iran.
Someone who knew I had military background. He said he knew it was a long shot.
He knew I probably could not do anything. But he was calling because he had nowhere else to turn.
I asked him if he knew which Hezbollah faction was holding them. He said he had heard it was a group operating near Tyre in southern Lebanon.
That he did not know the commander’s name. I closed my eyes. I saw the vision Jesus had shown me in my bedroom.
Christians with their hands bound, a dark room. Khalil Mansour standing over them. I asked Father Boutros to describe the location more specifically.
He gave me details and my blood went cold. I knew exactly where they were.
I knew exactly who was holding them. It was Khalil, my old contact, the man I had worked with on multiple operations, the man who respected me because of my rank and my name.
This was why Jesus had sent me to Lebanon. This was the mission. This was the work he wanted me to do.
I told Father Boutros I would try to help. I did not explain who I was or how I knew what I knew.
I just said to give me 2 days. He started to ask questions, but I hung up.
I sat on that bench for a long time trying to process what was happening.
God had orchestrated everything. He had sent me here at exactly the right time. He had given me exactly the right connections.
He had prepared me for this moment through 40 years in the IRGC, years I thought were wasted serving the wrong master.
But God was redeeming it all. He was taking my past and using it for his purposes.
I had despised Christians my whole life. I had seen them as weak and foolish.
I had participated in their persecution. And now God was sending me to save them.
The irony was almost too much. But I also felt something else. Excitement, purpose. For the first time in my life, I was doing something that actually mattered.
Not for power. Not for a political system. But for people. For Jesus. For love.
I went back to my hotel and prayed. I asked Jesus to give me wisdom, to show me how to approach this, to open the right doors.
And I felt a clear direction. I needed to reach out to Khalil. I needed to use our past connection.
I needed to ask him for a favor. It was a risky. He might refuse.
He might even turn me in to Iranian intelligence. But I had to try. I found his number in my phone.
We had not spoken in over a year. I took a deep breath and pressed call.
It rang four times, then his voice came through, rough and suspicious. He said, “Who is this?”
I said, “Khalil, it is Hassan, Hassan Khomeini.” There was a long pause, then he said, “Brother, where are you?
What is going on? I heard you left Iran.” I said, “I am in Beirut.
I need to see you. It is urgent.” He asked, “Why?” I said, “I cannot explain over the phone, but I need your help with something.”
He was quiet for a moment. Then he said, “When?” I said, “Tomorrow.” He gave me a location, a cafe in the southern suburbs of Beirut, Hezbollah territory, dangerous for someone like me now.
But I had no choice. I said I would be there. He said, “Come alone.”
Then he hung up. The next day I took a taxi to the location Khalil had given me.
The driver looked at me strangely when I told him where I wanted to go.
This was not a place foreigners visited. This was Hezbollah’s stronghold. Pictures of martyrs lined the streets.
Yellow flags hung from buildings. Armed men stood on corners. I got out of the taxi and walked into the cafe.
It was small and dark. A few men sat at tables drinking coffee and smoking.
They all looked at me when I entered. I saw Khalil sitting in the back corner.
He stood when he saw me. We embraced the way we used to. But I could feel the tension.
He just showed for me to sit. He ordered coffee for both of us. Then he leaned forward and said, “Talk.”
I took a breath. I said, “I know you have five Christians. I know you took them 3 days ago.
I know they are accused of missionary work. And I need you to release them.”
His face went hard. He said, “How do you know this?” I said, “It does not matter.
What matters is that I am asking you as a friend to let them go.”
He leaned back in his chair. He stared at me for a long time. Then he said, “Why do you care about Christians?
You are IRGC. You are Khomeini family. These people are enemies. Why would you risk yourself for them?”
I knew I had to tell him the truth, or at least part of it.
I said, “Khalil, something happened to me. I met someone who changed everything. I cannot explain it all, but I’m not the same man I was.
These Christians you are holding are innocent. They were helping refugees. They were not spying.
And I am asking you to release them. Not for politics, not for strategy, but because it is the right thing to do.”
He laughed. He said, “Hassan, you sound like you have lost your mind. You know what they will do to you in Iran when they find out you are here asking me to release Christians.
You know they will call you a traitor.” I said, “I know. But I am asking anyway.”
He studied my face. I could see him trying to decide. Finally, he said, “You are serious.”
I said, “Yes.” He shook his head. He said, “I cannot just release them. I have orders.
I have commanders [clears throat] above me. If I let them go without reason, I will be questioned.
I need something. I need a reason I can give.” I thought for a moment, then I said, “Tell them I am taking responsibility for them.
Tell them I am IRGC. Tell them I am investigating whether they have legitimate intelligence value.
Tell them whatever you need to tell them. But let me take them. He was quiet.
Then he said, “You are asking me to put my reputation on the line for you.”
I said, “Yes, I am and I will owe you.” He laughed again. Then he said, “You already owe me for that operation in Damascus.
Remember?” I said, “I remember.” He sighed. He said, “I must be crazy, but I will do it for you, not for them.
For you.” I felt relief flood through me. I said, “Thank you.” He said, “Do not thank me yet.
You still have to get them out of the country. That is your problem. I will release them to you tonight.
Be at this address at midnight and Hassan, do not make me regret this.” That night at midnight, I arrived at the address Khalil had given me.
It was a warehouse on the outskirts of southern Beirut, dark and isolated. Two armed Hezbollah fighters stood outside.
They searched me roughly before letting me enter. Inside, Khalil was waiting. He looked tired and irritated.
He said nothing. He just nodded toward the door in the back. I walked through and found myself in a small room.
Five people were sitting on the floor. Their hands were tied. Their faces were dirty and exhausted.
Three men and two women. When they saw me, they looked terrified. They probably thought I was there to interrogate them or worse.
I knelt down in front of them and spoke in Arabic. I said, “I am here to get you out.
You are safe now.” One of the women started crying. One of the men said, “Who are you?”
I said, “That does not matter. What matters is we need to leave quickly.” Khalil came into the room and cut their ties with a knife.
He looked at me and said, “Get them out of here. I do not want to see any of them again.”
I nodded. I helped the Christians to their feet. They were weak from days of captivity.
We walked out of the warehouse into the night. I had arranged for a van to be waiting.
I loaded them inside and we drove away. I took them to Father Boutros at his church.
When we arrived, he was waiting at the door. He had been praying all night.
When he saw the five Christians stumbling out of the van, he fell to his knees and wept.
He embraced each of them. He kept saying, “Thank God. Thank God.” The families were called.
Within an hour, parents and siblings and children were rushing to the church. There were tears and shouts of joy.
People were hugging and praying and singing. I stood in the back watching all of it.
I felt something I had never felt in 60 years of life, pure joy. Not the temporary satisfaction of completing a mission, not the pride of earning a promotion, but deep joy that came from knowing I had been used by God to save innocent lives.
One of the women I had rescued came over to me. She was young, maybe 25.
She took my hands and looked into my eyes. She said, “We prayed every day that God would send someone to save us.
One of us had a dream. She dreamed that an Iranian general would rescue us.
We did not understand what it meant, but now we do. God sent you.” I started to cry.
I could not help it. I said, “I am not who you think I am.
I was your enemy. I persecuted people like you my whole life.” She smiled and said, “But Jesus found you and he sent you to us.
That is all that matters.” Father Boutros asked me to stay. He said I could not go back to my hotel.
It was not safe. Word would spread about what I had done. Hezbollah would start asking questions.
Iranian intelligence would hear about it. I needed to disappear for a while. He took me to a safe house run by the church.
It was a small apartment in a Christian neighborhood. He said I could stay there as long as I needed.
Over the next few weeks, I lived quietly in that apartment. I read the Bible.
I prayed. I met with Father Boutros and other Lebanese believers who helped me understand what it meant to follow Jesus.
They taught me about grace and forgiveness and the gospel. They baptized me in a small ceremony with just a few people present.
When I came up out of the water, I felt like I was truly born again.
The old Hassan was dead. The new Hassan belonged completely to Jesus. During this time, I also started helping Father Boutros with his ministry.
He worked with refugees and persecuted Christians from across the Middle East, Syrians, Iraqis, Iranians.
I met Iranian believers who had fled persecution just like I had. I heard their stories.
I prayed with them and I started to understand that God had not just saved me for myself.
He had saved me to be part of something bigger, a movement of his spirit across the region.
After a few months, I felt God telling me it was time to speak. Time to tell my story publicly.
I was afraid. I knew that going public would make me a permanent target. Iranian intelligence would never stop looking for me.
Hezbollah would consider me a traitor. My family would be shamed and investigated. Uh but I also knew that my testimony could reach people that no one else could reach.
I RGC officers, Iranian officials, people inside the regime who were just as empty as I had been.
People who needed to know that Jesus was real and that he could save them, too.
So, I recorded my testimony. I used my real name. I showed my face. I told everything, who I was, what I had done, how Jesus appeared to me, how he sent me to Lebanon, how he used me to rescue his people.
The video was uploaded to YouTube and within days, it had hundreds of thousands of views.
Messages started pouring in from Iranians all over the world. Some were hateful, people cursing me, calling me a traitor and a coward, but many were different, people thanking me, people saying they had the same doubts I had, people saying they wanted to know more about Jesus.
I want to speak now to different people who might be watching this. To my fellow I RGC officers, I say this.
I know the life you are living. I know the power and privilege you enjoy.
I know the respect you command, but I also know the emptiness inside. I know you pray five times a day and feel nothing.
I know you wonder if this is all there is. I am here to tell you there is more, so much more.
Jesus is real. He sees you. He knows you and he is calling you just like he called me.
You do not have to stay in the darkness. You can leave. You can be free.
To Iranians everywhere, I say this. The Islamic Republic is not the voice of God.
The regime that kills protesters and tortures dissidents and oppresses women is not serving Allah.
It is serving itself. And Jesus is moving across Iran right now calling Muslims out of that system.
Thousands of you are having dreams, visions, encounters with the man in white. You are not crazy.
That is Jesus. He is the way to God, not through rituals and rules, but through relationship, through love, through grace.
If you call on his name, he will answer you. I promise you that. To my family, I say this.
I am sorry for the shame I have brought on the name Khamenei. I know you have suffered because of my choices.
I know you have been questioned and investigated. I know you probably hate me, but I want you to know I did not leave because I stopped caring about you.
I left because I found the truth. And the truth is that our lineage as Sadati Husseini means nothing if we do not know the God we claim to descend from.
Jesus is that God. He is calling you, too. I pray for you every day.
I pray that one day you will see what I have seen. To Christians around the world, I say thank you.
Thank you for praying for Iran. Thank you for supporting persecuted believers. Thank you for not giving up on Muslims like me who spend their whole lives as your enemies.
Keep praying. Keep supporting. Keep believing. Because God is moving in the Middle East in ways we have never seen before.
The underground church in Iran is exploding. Lebanese and Syrian and Iraqi believers are growing stronger despite persecution.
Jesus is building his church and the gates of hell will not prevail against it.
I am recording this testimony in 2025. I am 62 years old. I live in hiding in Lebanon.
I cannot tell you exactly where. Iranian intelligence has put a price on my head.
Hezbollah considers me a traitor. My family has disowned me. I have lost everything I spent 60 years building.
My rank, my reputation, my security, my name, all of it gone. But I would do it again in a heartbeat because what I gained is worth infinitely more than what I lost.
I gained Jesus, I gained peace, I gained purpose, I gained joy, I gained a family of believers who love me not because of my name, but because we share the same father.
I gained the honor of being used by God to save his people and I gained the hope of eternal life.
Not because I earned it, not because I deserve it, but because Jesus gave it to me as a free gift.
If this testimony has touched your heart, I want you to do something. Write in the comments the fire has already started.
Let it be a declaration. Let it be a prayer. Let it be a prophecy.
The fire of God’s spirit is burning across Iran and Lebanon and the entire Middle East and nothing can put it out.
Not regimes, not persecution, not death threats. Jesus is unstoppable and he is calling you right now.
Will you answer?